| Happy March! |
[Mar. 2nd, 2006|08:06 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | explosions in teh sky | ] |
this means that Andy is coming to visit me in less that three weeks!!! And, my parents are coming in about a week and a half. I am so exicted. I haven't written at all in this thing. I've been keeping a journal, but it's on my Word.
So, since I've been here I went to Belgium and Cork, Ireland for weekends.
I found my independence again, and I fall in love with the same boy again every week. I miss him so much, but I am so happy that he is coming. There are a lot of people here with people coming, and I feel like I would be devastated if he wasn't coming and everyone else had their others coming ot see them.
truth is, I've gotten used to him being around me. i miss him so much.
He's also going ot go off campus next Fall, in Chicago. SO we think that he'll be able to visit but we're both not relaly looking forward to it. He is about going ot Chicago adn it sounds like a wonderful prorgram. it's just I feel liek he's my best freidn and that, in Januray I was like, okay, so it'll be a good three months until you get to see your best freidn again. And, I hated that feeling. And, now I feel like that feeling has just been extended and I'm not excited about it. BUt, I guess, at least I'll be in Wooster in the fall, so I'll have plenty of other distractions adn my community back. I hate that about this program/London- there is absolutely no community here. I don't even know what I would do if I went to a city school for four years, and it was liek this. I'd go crazy. I am so happy I'm at Wooster, just for that. |
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| fuck, some of my answers are probably stolen too. |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
stolen from everyone.
SURVEY 2005: Revised. (like you really fucking care).
in 2005, did you:
1. go to a party?: mhmm, threw a few myself
2. try something new?: Yes.
3. have someone change your life?: yeh, I guess.
4. kiss someone?: lots and lots.
5. tell your family and friends you love them?: Yes.
6. buy something extravagant?: yeh, my third iPod in two years and marc jacobs
7. had someone else do something nice for you?: Yes.
8. do something terribly wrong?: not really, not in the grand scheme of things.
9. move?: only house to house on campus. Kate House to Scot Cottage.
10. go to a concert?: several. And, I arranged the Wooster Emanciaption Rocklamation for the American Friends Service Committee to benefit Iraqi women and children.
best of the year:
1. party: hm....? kate house: Fuck Party (on the Green (house))...and my 21st birthday bash.
2. show: bright eyes and the faint in NY with the Minster.
3. cd: the con- I'm wide awake it's morning....digital ask for a digital urn
4. movie: rocky horror, on Halloween with everyone in town.
5. song: madonna- hung up
6. experience: falling in love. being a 40 of Cobra for Halloween.
7. purchase: marc jacobs gray pants
8. book: bill bryson's a short history of nearly everything
9. month: April.
10. day: first month anniversary with Andy (May 1st). Not quite in love, but knew I'd stick around for a while. anyway, we drove to columbus to hang out on High Street and get Indian food, that was fucking delicious.
worst of the year:
1. party: none, if it's a party.
2. show: none.
3. cd: I don't listen to bad music.
4. movie: Got it! Syriana. So complicated and boring...I couldn't stay awake. And I was looking forward to this shit like whoa...so disapointing.
5. song: don't know.
6. experience: none.
7. purchase: my third iPod. But as my dad put it, "Fuck, Jenny. All you do is listen to music, so stop being stipid and buy the fucking thing."
8. book: Anna Chave. Three Artists (Three Women) for Gender in 20th Century art. Fucking Bad.
10. Day: thinking I was gonna break it off with Andy.
hopes for 2006:
1. predict something that you think will happen in 2006?: I'll be satisfied with my senior thesis.
2. what do you hope changes about your country?: environmental policies, women's rights, war policies, dubya.
3. what do you hope for yourself?: That I will be nicer to family. (stolen, but true).
4. what do you hope for your family?: the absolute fucking best.
5. what do you hope for your best friend(s)?: the absolute fucking best. What else is there?
during 2005:
1. where were you when it began?: home.
2. did you stay up?: Yes.
3. what was your new year wish?: I'd be happy.
4. how many boyfriends/girlfriends?: 1
5. broke up?: we're fucking solid.
6. have any crushes?: Yes.
7. care to mention names?: Andy, and it all worked out!
8. new friends?: Yup.
9. had to say goodbye?: I'm going to London in January, so I better.
10. missed anyone?: tons of people.
11. win anything?: no.
12. best place you went to?: Pennslyvanian cities: Philadelphia and Pittsburgh, with my loved one and my loved one to be.
13. worst place you went to?: Wooster, Ohio.
14. happiest moment?: everything.
15. how was your birthday?: no longer a minor. drank a bottle of champagne and didn't get sick.
16. best present?: money. life. laughter. Andy bought me a bracelet from the Guggenheim in Bilbao.
MEMORIES FROM EACH MONTH:
january: fucking cold, goddamn Ohio. Organized the Emancipation rocklamation, for the AFSC to benefit Iraqi women and children, met Jon.
february: still cold.
march: Faculty Community Bike Race, raised $500 for Children's Services.
april: watched Everyone Says I Love You. I got tired and we decided to take a nap before the dance party that night. That was the night I kissed a boy.
may: 40s, Law and Order:SVU, dumplings.
june: Pittsburgh...Andy left for Europe. Started painting and Interning, met Chris.
july: the summer of shows, with Karalina.
august: 6:00 AM phone call. the boy was back in the States
september: first day back at school.
october: six months.
november: 21
december: I'm going to Pittsburgh for New Years. Then I go to London. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|11:46 am] |
| [ | music |
| | your hand in mine | ] |
kara and I went to a show last night for Ris Paul Ric and Hawk and a Hacksaw and Colleen, and it was so fucking good but equally hot. The heat was unbelievable. They had noise complaints, so they had to shut all the windows and they had fans. But, it was like a small space with about 100 hot, sweaty people, and it was all so wonderful.
I can't believe I'm going back to school soon. Mandas is leaving for England on Wednesday. I'm leaving on the 25th. I finished my internship at the Institute on Thursday. And now I'm working on my CV for an internship in London and I'm doing all the application bullshit.
this entry is pretty boring. haha.
the flecht comes home in 8 days. which means at least i'll be able to talk to him on the phone. but then I have to wait to see him until the 26th...which is totally okay. |
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| okay, I understand that I am super lame. |
[Jul. 9th, 2005|11:18 am] |
| [ | music |
| | explosions in the sky- does it really matter which song? | ] |
but I found this and I enjoyed it.
| You scored as Utilitarianism. Your life is guided by the principles of Utilitarianism: You seek the greatest good for the greatest number.
?The said truth is that it is the greatest happiness of the greatest number that is the measure of right and wrong.?
--Jeremy Bentham
?Whenever the general disposition of the people is such, that each individual regards those only of his interests which are selfish, and does not dwell on, or concern himself for, his share of the general interest, in such a state of things, good government is impossible.?
--John Stuart Mill
More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...
Utilitarianism | | 60% | Justice (Fairness) | | 55% | Existentialism | | 55% | Hedonism | | 45% | Nihilism | | 35% | Kantianism | | 30% | Apathy | | 10% | Strong Egoism | | 0% | Divine Command | | 0% | </td>
What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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| oh fuck you. |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|04:26 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | lightning bolt- assassins | ] |
It was the fucking Saudis you asshole, and yet you contine to pump them full of money like there is no fucking tommorw. And, well there may not be a fucking tomorrow if you continue to fund their endeavors, like terrorism.
But, it's okay, because you keep the fear in our hearts and Conservatism on our ballots... MHMMM. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
fuck boats headed to Europe for three months with boyfriends on them. |
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| for kristi |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | richard hell and the voivoids | ] |
01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
The company you keep are all really good, solid people. It's something to be admired.
Les Mis- the school play
uhh? 8:25 AM
smiley
this livejournaling is pretty nice right now.
umm, an owl. in movies/cartoons/tv owls always have the best glasses.
why don't we hang out more often? |
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| no shit. |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|04:12 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Lindsay Lohan "rumors"/ Kelly Clarkson "Since U Been Gone" | ] |
so, I think I'm gonna go to Pittsburgh. It's not definite, but it's likely to happen. I want to see Andy (again) before he leaves for Europe.
We are now two months, it's official. Let's throw a party.
To explain the music: While Andy was here, we established that I really don't sing in the car. So, to change that we played Kelly and Lindsay and started screaming it simultaneouly while I was driving 85 miles an hour on 295S so we could get home for Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. |
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| edit the sad parts |
[May. 14th, 2005|01:13 am] |
| [ | music |
| | neutral milk hotel | ] |
a year ago I never thought that I would be happy again. And, today this is the happiest I've ever been.
I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for sticking with me. |
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| this shit is bananas! |
[May. 12th, 2005|12:25 pm] |
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I am done with my finals. 8:24 PM , and I walked out of my Architecture final and academic responsibility for at least a few months. I had my last night with Andy on campus. We got steamed dumplings, 40s of King Cobra and watched Law and Order: SVU all fucking night with friends. |
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| won't you hold me closer? |
[May. 5th, 2005|02:49 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | the blood brothers | ] |
I said I love you. And, he said I love you back.
Then I asked, no shit? And, he said no shit back. |
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| keep left |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
if I ever become politically apathetic, slap me in the face.
and I shall do the same to you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|11:55 am] |
| [ | music |
| | xiu xiu- apistat commander | ] |
my book was stolen from the library, and is now being sold on amazon.
apparently, a lot of people have had their books stolen from their desks, and I was one of them. The desks are for seniors to do their senior thesis' every senior gets one. art students get their own studio, scientists get their own lab. so, I was using my friends.
Architecture Since 1900 by William J. Curtis.
-fuckers.
Ok: so Robert and I were driving around in January, going to get ice cream in Maple Shade. So, it's freezing. We've got the heat on, windows down, and this cd I made for my friend Wag. It starts off with Explosions in the Sky's Greet Death and then The Blood Brothers' Jennifer. So we're driving around, and we come to this circle. It's dark, and it's really hard to see. So, I almost get us killed in the circle. And, then when we get out and we go to this shitty ice cream stand....that's open in the middle of January. I'm convinced its for drug purposes...anyway.
Just as we're leaving, these teenagers/pre-teenagers come in like a wave of minivans with their moms and punk attire. So, Robert and I look at each other, and start to laugh like it's going out of style. And, we both put our windows all the way down and then cue up Greet Death, to where the guitars come in, like right before the minute mark, and peel out. And, watch all these children and their mothers with this look of horror on their faces.
I love that fucking story.
So, I'm making Robert cd of the most badassssssss songs I can think of. It's pretty much done, but I'm down with suggestions. So, that has kept my mind off of the bullshit and the story alone is pretty fabulous.
take it easy
Jenny |
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| everyone's fucking dying |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|11:02 am] |
| [ | music |
| | the blood brothers | ] |
i was looking through the Friends page, and Jesus Christ.
Christy's bastketball friend, Avalon's military picture, my friend Dave.
I've buried 6 friends in the past year. or I guess, a little over a year. 5 of those happened in a span of three weeks.
And, 2 friendships have been ended. week 4 of that same era was the major one, and then like last month for the other one.
so, that's 8 friends in one year.
and im getting fucking paranoid.
dont die on me, please. |
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| fucked up couple of days |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|12:20 am] |
| [ | music |
| | song against sex | ] |
i found out on friday that my friend died...it was in a school wide email. he was on leave t hsi semester, and the email says he died at his house, so im guessing its a suicide. we were kinda close. so its really weird.
I woke up crying this morning because I was thinking too much about it. it was so weird.
i talked to ben on thursday, and things just arent the same. so, i think it time to properly leave, for good. and i hate it. ive lost so many friends in the past year, i think i'm just keeping him around so the number doesnt increase. and i hate that. we're not the same, and we're not going to be. |
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| the good and the bad |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | I Must Belong Somewhere- Bright Eyes | ] |
this week:
holy shit.
I turned three papers into two different professors...what the shit? (Jurispridence, German Modernism: Art and Lit, and Architecture II)
I was a half an hour late to my own fucking meeting....I ran and I'm still sore. This was on Tuesday....
I think I'm starting to like my best friend...very bad
I'm pulling my hair out again, because I'm a fucking champ.
It's over with Ben.
I'm bored, all the time
My roommate asked me if her boyfriend could sleep over. I said sure...they started fucking before I got to sleep. So, I slept on the couch last night, but it was only after they came. so...it didnt really work.
My iPod is dying, slowly but surely.
I'm sick.
My mom's mad at me because I didn't make the dean's list last semester. I was less than a 1/4 point away...and it was the first semester in my LIFE, that I haven't made it.
Philly Museum has my entire application....I'm still not going to get it.
Bought $75.00 worth of records in two days. (I'M A FUCKING CHAMP)
Had some wonderful vegan mediterranean food tonight.
My room smells like smoke and sex, which is none of my doing.
My mom is always fucking mad at me.
Bought a typewriter in perfect condtion at an antique shop. It's a Smith-Corona skywriter.
I have a 5 page paper due about the German need to destory and create in the Modern time period.
I'm not talkng to Dave anymore.
Matt's birthday celebration with everyone...party party.
"Frat Party" my dirty hippie ass is going GREEK this weekend, in the most ironic and hideous of ways.
People are giving me the business about the Community Bike Program- yeh, if you think you can do better, than fucking help me. Or otherwise, go fuck yourself...I working with 4 other people, donated/police evidence bikes, and 30 dollars for the semester.
My cd burner freaked out....I have no idea if it's even okay.
I'm gonna get plastered tonight, by plastered I mean one girlie beer---> asain glow.
David Tarbell sounds pretty miserable, and I miss him like a motherfucker.
Found dropkickthefaint.com
Established a place in my head where I go to get alone. It's somewhere in the back.
Watched the State of the Union...and tons of Daily Show. |
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